days gone by..

let by gone be by gone..
but the memoirs remain..
1 second, 1 minute, 1 hour, 1 day, 1 week, 1 month, 1 year, 1 decade, 1 century..
the fourth dimension of this world would never stop..
could we find energy strong enough to bend this dimension..
and turn back time..

that's dream of all mankind..

have we did enough, or did us do things wrong with the time given..
could us correct our mistake we should have never did..
or every faultiness may be..
would we want to experience same things again..
or could we benefiting every moment that passed us by..
and live life to the fullest..

yet, no one could..

even the Philadelphia experiment turned out to be a disaster..

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btol ke boleh time travel..??

mungkin ada.. kut.. x caye je tgk mke genius sorg ni..
tp science ni sgt luas ruang lingkup nya..
& bila science di'elaborate' kn dgn entiti mistik & ilmu ghaib..
who knows..

andai dpt.. ku undur kan putaran dunia.. style AxL
mcm2 nk buat, to live life to its limit..

masa duk asrama dulu, kne bsuh bju, mkn x sedap, tido x lena.. kne buli lg xyh kre la sbb dh buli blk..
outing smggu skali, kantoi fly, pnjt songkok kne lari 50round.. dlm setaun je bole kne lari >750 round..
rule itu, rule ini, cannot this, cannot that..
rase nk cpt je abes skola..
last2 ble dh f5, rse mcm kjp je skola, rse cm xnak abes study lg je..
cerewet btol kn mnusia ni..


then, dpt lg 1 peluang, study kt kolej/uni.. x kre la mne2 pn kn..
assignment byk, test itu, test ini, presentation itu, presentation ini..
writing report, thesis & etc.. rse nk cpt je grad..
last2 ble dh final sem, nk mlangkah ke alam pekerjaan..
rse cm nk repeat je paper2, bole study lg, lepak2 ngn memembe, jln2..
mls nk keje..
haih.. kerenah2..



jadi, bak kate oney, beringat lah 5 perkara, sebelum datang nya 5 perkara..
1. waktu ade makwe sblum kita kne berpisah jauh2 dgn makwe kita.. tu la, spe suh study jejauh..
2. waktu lapang sblum byk assignment.. dont procrastinate..
3. waktu kenyang sblum poket kering.. alamat mkn megi je la ari2..
4. waktu byk duet sblum hutang keliling pinggang.. jgn la buang tebiat berhutang time ade duet..
5. time hidup sblum man overboard.. dlm laut ke, dlm parit kt gua kelam ke, same je..

use your time wisely and just live while you're breathing..
do the adventure, hidup lah seolah-olah kita akn hidup seribu tahun lg, tp beringat-ingat dlm gembira..

its all blue...

...and its feel funny
firstly, i hope i'm not too late to congratulate the Blues for winning the EPL title this newly concluded season.. they deserve it, plus they did it in style..

as a gooner, i would have hope that it's Arsenal who were celebrating with the trophy.. but, someone has to lose.. i'm happy though (sbb 1st, ein syg sokong Chelsea & 2nd, Man Utd x menang).. congratss Chelsea!!..

this 2 clowns ended Arsenal's season..




secondly, I still feeling blue..

how could I forget atuk..
rasa terkilan x ikut ckp Miss Bunn suruh blk rumah terus aritu..
btol ke decision yg aku dh buat??..
minta maaf semua sedara-mara, but i'll always kirim al-fatihah & doa as sedekah utk semua yg sudah tiada.. always remembered..



thirdly, my report is yet to be finished & i feel blue (blurr).. same kn??
this is my final semester, & this report will determine the worth of my 3years stay here, far apart from my family & my love one (always LOVE u no matter what happen)..
masih belum selamat..




as a person, I could easily be intimidated, easy to be distracted.. I admit myself ain't perfect, but it's dumb for me to be worse than before.. maafkan diri ini kerana menjadi begitu jahil & lemah..
peace!! no war..

it was friday, and it was yesterday..

he was a good man.. a really good man..
he used to be a mata-mata during the comunist era..
he used to sell apam balik near pasar besar at port klang..
he used to be a pak imam at masjid kg berembang (now known as taman kem)..

he was a good husband for my late grandma..
he was the best dad any children would want to has..
he was the most 'sempoi' atuk for his cucu..
he was a good leader, true leader..

atuk,
u went to meet your creator on penghulu segala hari,
how lucky are you,
may god bless you atuk..

mama... (though i tend to doubt that she would ever read this) ...be strong,
i love you, i love atuk...

pnjt pokok sukun tinggi2,
atuk baling dgn selipar aje,
yg sudah pergi x akan kembali,
pesan2 atuk kami xkn lupe..

pergi ke rumah atuk di hari raya,
bermaaf-maafan bersama semua sekali,
hidup di dunia ini hanya sementara,
kerana setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati..

naek tongkang pergi ke klang,
blk batu pahat naek basikal pula,
yg pg akan sentiase kami kenang,
semoga atuk di tempat kn di syurga..

-innalillahiwainnailaihiroji'un-
al fatihah~