it was friday, and it was yesterday..

he was a good man.. a really good man..
he used to be a mata-mata during the comunist era..
he used to sell apam balik near pasar besar at port klang..
he used to be a pak imam at masjid kg berembang (now known as taman kem)..

he was a good husband for my late grandma..
he was the best dad any children would want to has..
he was the most 'sempoi' atuk for his cucu..
he was a good leader, true leader..

atuk,
u went to meet your creator on penghulu segala hari,
how lucky are you,
may god bless you atuk..

mama... (though i tend to doubt that she would ever read this) ...be strong,
i love you, i love atuk...

pnjt pokok sukun tinggi2,
atuk baling dgn selipar aje,
yg sudah pergi x akan kembali,
pesan2 atuk kami xkn lupe..

pergi ke rumah atuk di hari raya,
bermaaf-maafan bersama semua sekali,
hidup di dunia ini hanya sementara,
kerana setiap yg hidup pasti akan mati..

naek tongkang pergi ke klang,
blk batu pahat naek basikal pula,
yg pg akan sentiase kami kenang,
semoga atuk di tempat kn di syurga..

-innalillahiwainnailaihiroji'un-
al fatihah~

In a free cell..

mukaddimah: jagalah alam sekitar dengan baek, penyu ini kami temui mati dipercayai disebabkan oleh pukat nelayan yg selamber memukat di kawasan yg tidak dibenarkan.. maybe they just did not know, not that they did not care..


what's happening...?? report writing submission for final year project (fyp) is tomorrow (5th may) & i'd only finished 23 out of purposedly 70++ pages, & still, i don't feel like doing it.. maybe psl incident time viva aritu buat diriku ini bagai hilang purpose nk siapkn project ni.. tp nk buat mcm mne?, klu x buat, x grad, rugi mse 3 tahun.. sometimes we could feel like we're living in a 'free cell', in a free world but within a boundary of rules and resolution.. man-made resolution.. "going college, a university, get a real job, that's what they said to me, but i could never live the way the want" (Good Charlotte - the anthem)

dlm mase membuat report writing fyp sem ni, sempat mnghabis kn freecell >800 times.. impressive x??.. i'm so good with it.. *wink2*

alasan maen game ni slalu sbb nk cri mood.. tak jumpe2 dgn mood.. pndi nyorok..

this is the moment of truth, & padan muka la to myself sbb nk sgt plh tjuk yg laen drpd yg laen when i was advised not to.. it's in myself i guess, "i think i have this thing where i need everybody to think i'm the greatest" in doing something against the odd.. "the quote-unquote fantastic" Mr. Onn. "and if they aren't completely" satisfied "and dazzled and kind of intimidated by me, then i don't feel good about myself.." (taken & modified from fantastic Mr. Fox)

ni pon satu lg pny problem, though dh byk kali tgk, still rse nk tgk jgk setiap kali nk cri idea.. to me, this story is.. err.. fantastic la.. most part of the story pon dh hafal skrip dia.. & i learnt new phrase too.. "comme ci comme ça" french expression which means "like this, like that" or "so-so" or "it's all good"..

hehe nk buat pngakuan la jgk, sebenarnya dh agk lama dh ade akaun facebook ni, cume x berape nk aktif, plus, x reti sgt nk berfacebook.. yg bgus satu je, ade application yg bwh ni, introducing... Airline Manager.. very addicted to it.. name company, smokeinthesky airlines.. always berangan nak buat bisnes besar2 mcm ni.. byk tu duet, berjuta-juta-juta.. everything about big figures..

fleet buat mase ni ade 226 with, also 226 active route.. dr langkawi smp la alaska, sume tmpt pon pg.. siap bole beli stok org laen & jual stok sndri..

byg kn la klu kita ade kapal terbang.. bkn 1, bkn 2, tp 226, & 66 of them A380-800 (below).. huhu pakcik kayo.. byk la dpt belajar on aviation industry, harga kapal, & basically info2 to run aviation company, ala, mcm tony fernandes pny Air Asia..

before i could start doing any work, i need to let fly my flight first & make sure everything in the airlines is right.. dh ouas ati bru start buat keje..

nseb baek la pengaruh PES, CM, & laen2 semakin kurang dirasai, kalau tak..
hmmm... tu la, kalau kita nak melakukan pekerjaan2 yg baek ni, mst ade byk godaan...

p/s: may u cepat sembuh my respected supervisor..

And the Winner is........

bacalah sambil bersenang-lenang..

..yup, that's right.. this time is on football or so-called soccer..?? stupid american who call a handball plays with quarterback as football..

ok.. atas permintaan ramai (ceh.. ramai la sgt).. actually, i wrote this topic on special request dri mrs. bun.. i do know much about football, cuma tak nak la nmpk riak sgt tulis2 psl bola je dlm blog ni, that's why i minimize on that topic (tak pernah tulis pon)..

adat permainan, ada yg menang, ada yg kalah, seri pn ada, but in the end, ada yg menang trofi, ada yg tak menang pape.. sad (esp. my beloved arsenal.. so sad).. in German, surely it would be Bayern Munchen again this time after missing out last season, then, there's Marseille to fight it out in France, but i guess they too, will prevail in the end..

in Spain, it's a two-horses race in Barcelona & Real Madrid as it suppose to be as there's no suprise package from the rest of the league with the 3rd place is far far away.. i would pick Real to win it this time around & Barca to bounce back next season with all the trophies available..

in Italy, the giant killer Inter Milan who is a giant themselves and the favourite to retain their tiltle leads the race, followed by AS Roma lead by their icon & inspirational captain, Totti.. this one, i would pick Inter to win it and complete their treble this season.. they're so solid, tactically and technically..

EPL.. which to me, will be decide this weekend, on week 37th with Manchester United playing Sunderland which team's manager is an ex-Manchester United's player & legend himself and a brother of their captain is also playing there.. to me, its a sure win for Manchester there.. its not that i think there will be anything suspicious will happen but then seriously, would you expect Sunderland to beat any Manchester team anyway..?? then there's Chelsea who on week 36th belasah Stoke City 7-0 with Shawcross playing and none of the Chelsea player broke their leg.. Chelsea will face Liverpool whose their fans is in a great dilema waiting for the game..

why so, if they win or even draw against Chelsea, they'll open the door for Manchester United to overtake their overall English top tier division trophy haul of 19 (Manchester)-18 (Liverpool).. if they lose, they'll close the door, mathematically for them to qualify for Uefa Champions League for next season and they could also miss out on Europa League if the other teams vying for it perform better.. plus, their pride is also at stake of they're to lose to Chelsea.. however, byk alasan yg Liverpool boleh bg to lose this game, hence, do not let the title go to Manchester, which, will be a grate shame too..
1st) they have had midweek game in Europa League against Athletico Madrid, so Chelsea will surely be fresher; 2nd) they also lose that game and that surely hit them hard to their morale; 3rd) their main striker, who scored against Manchester on both ocassion (at home & away), the jambu striker in Torres is missing, injured memanjang; 4th) they also got problem with their fullbacks, how could Mascherano plays in right-back & Johnson plays in left-back (Forlan's goal showed that problem); 5th) Chelsea is on top form, as i said before, they best Stoke City while Shawcross is playing; 6th) Chelsea deserve to win it more than Manchester, reason?.. hmmmm..?? the comclusion is, i pick Chelsea to go all the way and win the title..

in Uefa Champions League, salute for Jose Maurinho and Louis Van Gaal, both are very excellent tactically and it's an astounding achievement for both of them.. Maurinho in particular really led the line lawan Barca, he gave me a very sweet revenge on Barca who is now labelled the bad loser and the most hated football club (at least i feel so) on planet because their acting, water spray incident, arrogance (dari presiden smp la goal keeper including their ball picker & fans) & etc.. ada ke patut player nk tido diorg boleh kacau, berlakon kuat, eh byk lg la.. sore loser.. nice football by the way, only attitude need to be improved..

(special two)
I've had an instinct that Inter would win the Champions League from the beginning, and I guess, I'm right!! see ya~